hola people today was the last day of school and I am already soooooooo bored!!!! Funny stuff well earlier... Ian, Matt, James W. , and James A. stopped but for some stuff but thats cool it was kinda boring like usual but damn I want something to do!!! fildfjad,./khyughnkljbvgfklsdf,k wow now that thats out I am feeling somewhat better lalala fuckin la.....ummmm well today I talked to Sandra ... I love her she is the funniest person ever so I told her my secret...that I am the toothfairy...yes the TOOTHFAIRY!!! and now I have to send her my autograph and some money oh well thats my job so whenever i get time I will make sure to put that in the mail!!!! Katie...wow we totally have magic spit cause we are just that cool....maybe we should sell our spit on ebay!!! Candice.. I promise I do love you... and you looked really nice in alol the lime green stuff at catos....great times lol well thats all I am gonna say for now so yeah... peace I send my love        ~|~Sarah ~|~

Nick

hey people what is up hopefully soemthing very interesting ... wow its like I always say that or something... well lets up date a little shall we? umm I like this guy named Nick ALOT he is the sweetest, hottest, and everything that you could ever dream of... I mean I have had a few boyfriends in my day and you know they have never treated me as well as he has treated me..so I have to thank Ashley and her big mouth for introducing me and him to each other! and hmmm what else to say.. there is only like 3 days of school left but I have a busy summer  like band camp I have drivers ed so I have to go stay at my dads for a month cause he is paying for it and I hopefully can go to six flags a lot with nick!!!! so I might have like 1 week free this summer kinda cool but not really my type of thing but at least I will be able to drive!!!!!! arent we all excited about that!! so then I can put on my driving face () and pass all those retarded grandmas that dont know how to drive!!! hehe this will but fun at the least haha wow I seriously can wait now and then I will be able to go places in january on my own cause my birthday is January 12th and it will finally be my sweet sixteen!! I think I wanna go to chuck e cheeses or something like that or maybe I will just go out to dinner with a friend or two and sleep over at one of their houses and have a party cause I am not allowed to have anymore parties at my house for a reason  but we arent gonna go into that one.. well I have lost some of my friends but I got sick of all their shit and now I am off to have some fun with some other people but hey if they were friends ther they wouldnt have made fun of me and pissed me off now would they? anyways I think I am gonna go for now and "clean" my room but I will try to update more peace for now

~|~ SaRaH ~|~

 I Like Nick

RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! lol did I scare you... probably not! oh well though maybe its cause I am weird or so my mom says... god do I hate her I wish you would rot in the ground come back to like then rot again.... gosh I am such a nice person anyways.... I am happy to say that I think next year is going to be different ... I am gonna put effort.. yes me put effort into something ... in to some school work cause you know I am sick of being bitched out by everyone and I am gonna hopefully be on the "A" line next year cause I have worked hard on all of my band stuff lately  I love our drumline almost as much I love food... food and drumming are like a guy and his penis you just gotta have it! lol wow that was a random phrase I came with while talking to katie man I love random-ness lol  anyways ... school has been boring as usual and I slept in all of my classes today and I am still tired and we have a concert tonight and I cant figure out what to wear oh well maybe I should go naked and blind everyone in sight.. nah maybe not but that would be kinda cool to blind people like a retarded fish or something! dum dum dum.. I wander whatever did happen to my fish henry.. I think he drown I dunno but oh well..... just now thinking about this I think I miss allen    I am sorry for all the pain I put him through everyone knows I would have done anything just to make him but obviously that wasnt good enough it will never be and I am sorry that he will never realize that  but I guess things change....

"The Reason"  by Hoobastank........

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

My special Quote:

*'*'*'*You can never change what you have done only wish you could change what really happened and make all this pain go away and the best part is that you always know it will never work!*'*'*'* ~|~ Me~|~

but I guess that is all I have to say about that one... and one last thing before I go if you have anything or had anything and lost it I have to have it back ASAP and if you dont everyone knows you will pay more greatly then anything and to sean.... I can keep your ass out of trouble it all depends on whos game you decide to play the only person who is getting you in more shit with me is james you get back what belongs to me your ass is out of trouble.... but yeah after saying that I guess I am gonna go for now and try to find what I am gonna wera for the concert..... peace out for now I love you all  well most of you .... I think but love is only another form of suicide!

 ~`~`~Sarah~`~`~